Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Emotional ... make me stupid

百善孝为先,饮水思泉



Yesterday ..... I no sms my love ... because I don't want to let her worry me too much about my family things ... but I am worry .... because I doing mistake with emotional to tell my company boss some bad words .............

At last ... I said sorry to him ....Lucky my boss accept it but I very regret not tell my love .. so she can share and help me.

Why I like that ?
What things have I done ?
Yesterday, my boss invited me go dinner today at nice place.

But I reject because I everyday go work and go home also need fetch my sister and mother.
Then my boss tell me can I arrange the time because not every time my boss call me go dinner.

And I also let my company staff friend emotional me too because he angry the boss .. because some misunderstand ..........
I like that help my friend indirect fight my boss .........
At last, He said any my parents things ......... so I more angry ....
Then I take some personal things come out said .........

The content is this :
Parents got one only. They born me take care me .
Is time for me to take care them because they are using their time to exchange our future.
No jobs can find other ....
But no parents ... where am I coming from ??
I also need ask permission from parents not because I still like kids ...
I just want to respect them, care them. Let them know where, who, what .. I am doing,meet ....
Parents old already ... they also worry ...... their children don't want them .... throw them in old folks house ...
I also don't wish ... I am the one become like others ............
Parents old already .. money .. I not many ..... if care ... I also cannot do it ..
I think ... I born in this world ... also don't know do what .....
Like this, I go jump KLCC better.


In the Boss mind, He just want to know "you want come or don't want !!"
Don't tell all bullshit ........
At last ..... I fight with him at email ........
Then at evening, my staff friend come back ... he no more angry and happy with the boss.
I know ... now I am wrong already ........ stupid to fight with boss .....
And my staff friend also know just misunderstand only.
haiz ....
So I direct call my boss sorry about it.
Lucky ........... but don't know he really can forgive me or not ......